Paulina Porizkova on Instagram: Her most honest moments

Paulina Porizkova has always been an open book on social media. From her sexy moments to moments of despair, the former supermodel puts it all out on the line. After being cut out of her deceased husband Ric Ocasek's will in 2019, Porizkova has opened up more than ever. See her most honest moments.

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In a sexy snap she revealed that she was wearing "20 year old bikini bottoms" that were so old that "black marks that resemble tar started to appear on my hips and shoulders."

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Porizkova admitted that after a bout of cooking and cleaning she "needs her TX whiskey."

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The 55-year-old showed the reality of beauty treatments by posting her her face right after her laser treatments.

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When it comes to mental health, Porizkova doesn't mince words. "I suffer from panic disorder and generalized anxiety disorder, and have most of my life," she wrote on Instagram. She showed off a spotted look after her eye therapy where her technicians "put on a numbing cream first, and then burn these little dots."

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After being cut out of husband Ric Ocasek's will, Porizkova had to sell their Gramercy Park townhouse. While documenting her move she admitted that she was dealing with heavy emotions. "Everyday I wake up crying. And that's ok, I think. Pain propels me forward," she wrote on Instagram.

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She admitted that her sexy apron was a gift from Ocasek "when he still liked me."

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Musing on her own naked body, the model wondered why, "When I was in my twenties and thirties, the less I wore - the more popular I was." But by her forties, "I could walk around practically naked and illicit nothing more than a ticket for public indecency."

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In a moment of sadness Porizkova posted a photo of herself crying and captioned it, "One tries so hard to be grateful and positive and look ahead and all- but sometimes you just have a day like this. I know I'm still shedding my old skin and it still hurts."

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Porizkova opened up about dealing with depression, saying, "SamE is a compound found naturally in the body, it helps produce and regulate hormones and maintain cell membranes. I have been taking the supplement since October, 1200 mg a day." She added, " I have tried all alternatives related to anxiety and depression, natural, holistic and not."

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Porizkova put it best in this topless photo, saying, "My Instagram feed is my home here. I bare my soul and occasionally, the rest of me."

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This story originally appeared on: PageSix - Author:Spencer Bergen